While i was passing crap, i suddenly gave a big sighed..
cos suddenly i remembered how i was punished due to cheating in a test.. but you see... i only copy one qs.. well actually cos i wasnt sure wat was the qs want me to do it.. so somehow when i look on my right and left i saw my fren drew the shadow of a ball in that way so i feel hmm maybe that's what they want...
The next day, my science teacher was furious at me and accused im cheating in the test cos the the shape i drew was wrong and it was the only 2 of us do it.. sooo i'm the one who was blame to be the copy cat.. so i have to stand in the class the whole day..

I still feel it was unfair. but i dun seriously copy as in copy copy wat... i just saw the view of the answer and think mAybe it can be right cos i was really stuck in that particular qs..and i still feel it was stupid thing to make it big..

I remembered after that, i borrowed my worksheet to my fren from other class to copy the answer.. well if u have brain and courtesy, after u borrowed please returned it to that person.. but nooo that asshole left it in the canteen's table.. i was already being marked as bad student by the same teacher, so when this happen i was scolded upside down cos i lend my homework to someone else..so i went to that asshole class and asked for my worksheet back, and that ass said it was not with him.. i asked why he leave my worksheet there? cos he can't see me and so he can't return to me.. haaaaaaizz.. so stupid right?? why can't he keep for me then return when he saw me or when i asked him.. As a punishment, i have to photocopied the empty worksheet and redo everything outside the H.O. D room.. really....and my friend found my worksheet somewhere and gave it to that teacher.. but she warned her not to tell me as it is a form of punishment... sad i tell u.. while i was punished, that asshole saw me and as he was feeling guilty he just looked down... because of him... i was punished.. that's why i really hate primary 5 life..

Moving on primary 6... my form teacher was my p5's science teacher neighbour.. so they are preety close.. before i was transferred to p6, that mdm S gave warning to me that she will see me closely.. well she's more crap okie...
I remember vividly how i was scolded cos of other people's fault.. i sat with ramlah in the middle row.. next to me was another pair of fren in the corner row.. We sat next to each other but it wasnt as close as how i sit with ramlah side by side.. but when this girl forget to bring her homework, that mdm S blame me cos i did not informed her that the girl forget to bring her homework..why can't she scold the girl's partner that sat just beside her as in shoulder to shoulder.. why im the one who sit beside her but abit further from her was blamed...

The saddest part was when my bestfriend, zaifa, she always get away for not doing worksheets.. then when it was checking time she just write the answer..one day a classmate paitao to that teacher, yes you got it right... i was the one who get the blamed..that teacher
accused me for persuade zaifa not to do homework when the fact was.. I DID my homework.. it never make sense at all.. Zaifa apologised to me, but it really hurt.. she still have good rapport with that teacher eventhough she did not do her homework and so on.. i really feel sooo unfair..

have you ever hear teachers love to say if u dun understAnd raise your hand up and asked..i did.. while she was explaining, i take a glimpse on my paper as in look at my paper instead of the whiteboard, she saw and she get mad at me cos i dun pay attention.. she said i should look at the board not my paper cos my answer was wrong..why can't i look at my paper? im just checking which part i was wrong what... it's not while she was explaining i talk to my friends or sleeping or etc... i'm listening... but she said i was wasting her time and others..

I was hurt like seriously.. untill now i still have tiny anger towards these teacher.. and i realised, actually i really had seen the true world from young... how cruel the world can be... how two faces someone can be... Blearghhhh... bitchesss

watever it is happy belated teachers day... i miss mdm aisyah...

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pheww.. it's been a year or more that i'm
not connecting to the journal world.
Well don't blame me.. Blame on my uncommitment self.. ok watever the spelling is..

well let me recap.. I've been ups and downs, here and there...Still the same old me, stout and dickless.. Still cengeng like forever...Still no special ones... but i'm still a happy girl..

Well everyone is either getting engaged, get engaged, getting married or already married now.. tapi jodohkan di tangan tuhan...no complains but still praying to meet someone that could love me and accept me the way i am... which is impossible..

Family been good..well sometimes they can be a horror...haha..still at the end of the day i thank god that i still have my loved ones around me..
My niece and nephew growing up. i wish they stop growing..getting double annoying and in the same time melting my hearts with their cute actions...and orh i'm getting another one soon.. woo excited... well my sister still not giving us any news.. but it's okie as long my sis is healthy and happy even if i wish i could see murni's junior...k

Working wise... adapting.. seen the worst of it and best of it.. But i'm lucky i guess...i'm blessed with good colleagues and leader.. well they can be unreasonable but if we happen to sit down and think.. they actually have their own share too.. they can't please everyone..well nothing is fair in this world...and orh... alot of my colleagues left... feel sad.. but i will too one day.. to see a new wirld soon..

It's the 18 days of ramadhan... haha.. i'm neither here or there for syawal...orh well i just hope for the best...

i think i just stop here... see ya

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